this whole recess week was so packed!
monday i went to school in the morning to study
and i was in school cos i wanted to go for lecture. in the end, i dint go for it.
studied with bf, colin, raph, norman, alvin.
after that i went to lot 1 to meet A.
wow, we started on the right foot and we could talk alot.
lucky got no awkward silence. haha.
tuesday i went back to school AGAIN
early in the morning, to buy food for the bbq for sub comm treat.
and marinate the food for benny ge!
den i went for project meeting.
after that went to meet bf and colin to study for a while before the bbq.
we had drinks and very good food!
(cos i bbq! haha, kidding la)
after that stayed over at fishy's and we talked till late.
wed morning i had lessons
after that went home to rest and studied abit with ah mei.
den went for yoga and mambo
thursday i went to the u..s..a embassy to do my visa interview
and i got it! YAY, LET'S PARTY IN THE USA~ (:
den i went home to slp like a pig, and tuition in the evening
when i came home, i had dinner cooked by my sister.
cos she invited some friends over! hehs.
friday i studied with my sis again at starbucks till evening
den we came home to get ready for her bday celebration
we went to sushi tei at vivocity!
<3 jap food man.
saturday, weiming's house warming
bike crew bought a mj table and set for him.
we went up to 50th storey to check out the view.
but it was scorching and a little hazy.
oh wells. den we played mj and i won a little (:
at night i went to meet A for dinner and met his friend for dessert too.
fishy came along after that.
joined the other sports club peeps for alice in the wonderland.
nice show i think! very creative.
and we finally talked about it.
was at this really weird timing, and i dun even know how it started.
but at least now i know what he's thinking.
"sometimes
i wanna give it a try
but the thought of u being at the losing end just holds me back"
so i should just give it up? or wait?
i've made my stand so clearly
and i told you everything already.
i cant believe im doing all these.
is it going to be worth it?
its really pretty tiring on my side.
and u tell me i should not pin so much hopes.
yar. but i really hope a chance can be given.
some people say that i should continue and give it a try,
while some say im stupid and ask me to find another one.
so what should i really do?
i really regret it previously.
is it still possible??
from notthing hill,
Anna Scott: After all... I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.
